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2012-02-07T06:16:00.001-08:00

Annyonhasaeyo.
Had my theory test, and some of the question is hard.
Idk when I can pass! Let me pass and not fail.
I can't wait for the day when I can start learning practical.

Been listening this song a lot of time, 不是故意。slow song still tHe best.
When my feeling is not So good, I always listening to slow song.

2012-02-06T04:13:00.001-08:00

Rainy day .
Annyeonghasaeyo ! this few day feeling keep on come back .
i dont know wad to do , but i feel like crying . sometime
i find myself suck !

2012-02-03T08:33:00.000-08:00

cloudy day
Annyeonghasaeyo ! Today get to know my piano exam date .
so rush ! after my grade 6 , i'm going to take grade 7 ?
no way ! she say i can make it , if i practice 2 hours a day.
omg ! i feel so rush ! in 1 year gonna take 2 exam.
haiz mayb this is my life . 这世界也太残忍了吧！没有olvl就不能读early
childhood . 很多工作都需要olvl。多怪我不好好读书！psle 一直玩，没有好好读书。
现在要olvl又要从来！我才不要能，从来又要2年。浪费我的时间！倒不如去发展我的梦想！
这一年来，我会好好的用工，加油！

2012-02-01T08:43:00.000-08:00

晴天
今天是二月份的开始。时间真的过的很快。
心里的感觉又回来了。我的眼泪又开始流下来。
已近走到一半，却发现自己还在原来的地方。
感觉自己没有什么进步，反而我退步了 !
我不知道该这这么班才好？如果我可以消失在
这个世界那该多好!

2012-01-29T01:56:00.000-08:00

Sunny day
Annyeonghasaeyo. Reach home around 5 , come home home
Nobody. ! Wtf go out also never tell me. When I was in my rm
They call me and tell me they with my cousin mum and cousin.
Told them i wan go their house, they say after dinner they will
Be back . Haizzz everytime go out never tell me ! Or they alway
Last min .

2012-01-27T02:57:00.000-08:00

Rainy day
Annyonghasaeyo! today was so tired , but no choice i drag myself out of my bed .
meet Tiffanie lakeside, then we went to mac 2 have a light breakfast .
after that she come to my house , 1 hour plus later we took train to somerset
to have Japaneses buffet . we spamming salmon and green peas all the way !
omg i ♥ salmon and peas alot , i can't stop loving it . after that took train back
2 jp and went to etude house . ask the boss or manager if she teach korean lesson .
oh yes! she teach. we both like so happy , finally we found a korean people who teach.
can't wait 2 start my lesson soon !! i'm like so happy ! but i gonna broke soon !!

2012-01-22T20:12:00.000-08:00

Sunny day
Annyeonghasaeyo ! today is the first day of Chinese new year .
can't wait to get alots of red packet ! Getting ready for the
celebration ^_^ wooooohooooo let celebrate ^_^

2012-01-20T07:15:00.000-08:00

Rainy day
Annyeonhasaeyo ! got my travel book and belt bracelet
abit regret of buying it , cos the book is all in korean can't read
only can c picture :( and belt bracelet don't really suit me , but
i still like it :) still waiting for hoodie ! can't wait to have it now :)

piano lesson more suck for me ! don't know wad 2 do , and exam
is getting near i 'm scare ! plz this time let me pass ! i have fear in exam !!!!
plz i will work hard !!!!!

love the way they design , but i can make so perfect like this .
mine is soooooooo messy !

2012-01-18T06:09:00.000-08:00

Sunny day
Annyeonghasaeyo! today order hoodie , book , fan and bracelet .
meet up timing all not the same . either is i can't meet or too far .
erm i wanna faster take the bracelet and book so i can use it . i also cant
wait for the hoodie to come :) fast come :)

btw today is minzy birthday .
saengil chukha hamnida unnie .
i hope u enjoy your birthday with 2NE1 unnie :)

2012-01-14T14:55:00.000-08:00

Rainy day
Annyeonghasaeyo! though of buying SHINee sweater or hoodie .
but i can't choose between those two ,but it quit ex .
i don't wan my money to spend so fast in just few days ,
but there is alots of stuff i wanna buy like sweater, cloths
pant , legging . omo gonna broke soon :(

life have been so boring for me , as i don't know wad to do next !
i feel like everything have come to the end :(

2012-01-13T07:23:00.000-08:00

Today feeling So sad. I feel So lazy and brainless.
Y do I still live in this world? I should have die.
Just now have a though of cutting my hand till die.
I should not be in this world! Everything is So unfair
I guess everything have ended for me :-(

2012-01-12T06:15:00.001-08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo!너무 피곤 해요neomu pigon haeyo .

난 전자를 포함, 모든 것을주고 싶어nan jeonja leul poham , modeun geos-eul jugo sip-eo.
cos i don't like it at all the .give up is the best way ! i'm going to find job related to
child hood job. monday going for interview . hope everything went well :)
erm n hope my piano lesson goes smoothly soon :)

2012-01-11T07:36:00.000-08:00

Sunndy day
Annyeonghasaeyo ! today when to Shopping trip , cos promise grandma i will treat her
when i get pay . So when 2 treat them for both lunch and dinner . i was so crazy
and bought alot of thing back, and its all korean stuff. woohooo korean apple juice ,
tobogi , kimchi, cookies . next week gonna cook korean food for family.
hope they won't dislike it ,cos i really ♥ kimchi fried rice :)
dobogi :)
Annyeong . gonna have my sweet Dream oppa unnie wait for me :)

2012-01-05T08:05:00.000-08:00

sunny day
Annyeonghasaeyo . its 12 midnight now , and i still can't sleep .
some how i quite jealous of 2NE1 !! they perform so well , be
it dancing or singing they can do so well . In every performance
they try their best. but for me i just nothing !! my wish is 2 be like them
standing in the stage and perform . But i way too far from my dream !!
i hope one day i will be lucky enough to form a group like them and perform .

teens is having a give away , i hope i will be lucky enough to get the autograph .
cos i really wan to have it . i 'm too crazy now !! let me win !!

2011-12-31T20:53:00.000-08:00

cloudy day
Today is the first day of 2012 , how great is it to start a new year !
i love it! hope everything will be fine for me this year. Later niece
and nephew coming 2 your house , but 4 i have to work can play with them.
Hope they will stay our house , cos 2moro will be the last day of their holiday
and they will start sch soon . eeee time fly ah ? 1 and half month more will be
my piano exam , start to fear about it . Hope everthing will be fine !

2011-12-31T02:09:00.000-08:00

Sunny day
Anyeonghasaeyo! Today is the last day of 2011 ! Time fly fast ,
and i feel so sad . Gonna say good bye 2 2011 and here come
2012 in 6 hour time :) i hope next year going to be a gd year.
and 2012 please be good to me, let me pass my piano and driving test.
i dont wan to retake again ! and i hope 2012 will be gd year for all people :)
jiayou ! happy 2012 SHINee and 2NE1

2011-12-27T23:00:00.000-08:00

雨天
很快的我要上班咯。昨天，我梦见很甜美的梦，
一起来开始想在生活上会不会那样？我不敢
踏他出那第一步！对不起！

2011-12-24T08:45:00.000-08:00

Rainy day .
merry Christmas everyone :)haiz so bored 12 plus
表妹，表弟 all went home , cos not enough space .
they look super sad , when their dad ask them to go home .
no choice! they will be coming again 2moro . so i still can have fun
with them 2moro
.
This is my christmas present . i super love this !!
okay that all merry christmas :)

2011-12-23T20:49:00.000-08:00

雨天
平安夜快乐！！今天是圣诞除夕，亲戚回会来我们
的家庆祝。好兴奋哦，过了12点就会收到礼物。
不晓得啊姨会买什么给我?还有今年回收到表妹的
礼物，我也有买给他们。希望她们会喜欢。
平安夜快乐哦!!!

2011-12-20T07:27:00.000-08:00

cooling day
i just love how to breeze blow at me , it feel so cooling
and windy . if i were at the beach , i be more happy .
i love the breeze at night , so nice . siting at the beach
relax , enjoy the breeze :) but i don't know when i can
go to the beach at night again . i wish to enjoy the breeze:(

2011-12-18T06:44:00.000-08:00

Rainy day
Anyeonghasaeyo . This few day keep on raining , to me its a good thing
cos its so cooling . Nah ! but somehow i still feel warm . erm this 2 day
receive star call from ft island , boyfriend . wonder when will SHINee OPPA
call me !!! i cant wait !!

oh yes ! jung geun suk is sooooooo handsome . just watch
1 ep of 原来就是美男, and i find him so handsome . can't
wait for the next ep on saturday !!

2011-12-16T13:27:00.000-08:00

cold day
5.28 in the morning , and i can't sleep.
don't know wad wrong with my body ,
so itchy and i can't sleep even i am tired .
erm shall wait till morning , if I'm nt really tired
annyeong

2011-12-15T07:27:00.001-08:00

rainy day
Anyeonghasaeyo . Yesterday jas when for the interview and she got it .
Next wk she will start work , hope our shift are the same ^_^
Today is my off day , yea super happy can rest at home .
at home doing nothing , but playing computer . so long never play audi alr ,
today wanna play but scare computer later lag so din play . so now going
to watch 2NE1 tv , cos my mind is full of 2NE1 dara . unnie here i come :)
annyeong

2011-12-13T19:45:00.001-08:00

sunny day
start of the day . feel so great years gonna end soon in just 2 week .
and its mean , Christmas time !!! yeah time to receive present .
cant wait to choose my present . i really hope i can get the first .
been waiting since they release this album . and i hope i can get their
travel book as well as dairy . omg i got so many thing to buy in december .
going to broke soon . SM is so clever release all those thing in this month ,
as u know fan will buy no matter wad . just wondering will they be selling
SM Christmas album ? i wanna keep a collection of that . ahhh . i like sm than yg
cos yg did not plan any stuff in sg this year. ahhh but seriously i cant wait for 2NE1
2 come singapore and have their concert . i'm so crazy in kpop this year .

2011-12-13T09:00:00.000-08:00

Sengil chukahamnida onew oopa. Shawols miss u
Alot. Just wondering will they have star call? Ahh
Can't wait for that. I'm so tired today. Work for almost
The whole day!! Gonna sleep soon. 2moro meeting
Jas,hope she can get this job and work with me. Ahh
保佑她可以做这分工^_^

2011-12-11T06:19:00.000-08:00

cloudy day
Annyeonghasaeyo . Today was a tired day for me .
work from 11am-6pm . wow ! seriously i hate doing floor!!
nid to be alert and be fast , ahhh rather do pasta then this .
tue gonna be a almost -full shift for me . gonna be tired again .
shit die me !! who ask me wan money !! if i nid money , i gonna
work , and no more taking money from mum , expect sch days .
now i know the fun , tired , boring of working .为了工钱，我会
坚持到底。加油！！yl 你可以做到的！！

2011-12-09T08:02:00.000-08:00

Rainy day
Annyeonghasaeyo! Minho oppa birthday is over !!hope
Having fun just now with SHINee and the 100 fan:-)
Minho saranghaeyo. Anyway 2moro going having
Work from 12 to 10.30. Hours so long, and I can't
Take it. Haiz !! Plan to go shopping with family , but
Last min she SMS me tell me to work. Hate it!!
Weekday did nt ask me to work , now only ask me
To work. I guess no time to shop with them. Have
to wait till 20 plus then can. Sad:-( going to sleep
Gonna wake up early. Annyeong

2011-12-07T01:05:00.000-08:00

Drizzling day
When jp today with mum. She bought medicine
For me as my face is still red. After bought the med,
We had lunch. After lunch go shopping. Haiz !!!
The thing I wanted to buy, either is too ex or nt
Nice. Lol shop awhile , keep on say wan go hm. Haiz!
Don't like to go shopping with mum. She still ask me
To go bugis 2moro , straight away tell her I don't wan.
I don't even like going out with parents! Go out with
Them, they keep on ask u to hurry up. If u don't wan
Buy don't waste time!!! Ahhh can't stand them!!
I rather go out with friends!!!

This is the honey bee that mum bought for me :)
ahhhh. buy $ 10 and above they give SHINee badge ! cool super
♥ etude house . SHINee endorsing + dara wooohoooo . gonna
broke soon.

using webcam to take photo .
anyeong gtg

2011-12-06T08:00:00.000-08:00

嗨。现在是晚上12点！心情非常失落！想到时间真的
过去很快。明年也快要来了。我还是这个老样子！！
我不知道怎么样才能变得更快乐！！今天已近第
2天了，她还没打给我。她应该没有安排我做工吧！
还是她不要我做了呢？有点担心。这样自我没有
工作，工钱！！快点大给我吧！我在家很无聊的！！
闷死了，人生真无聊!!

2011-12-06T01:30:00.000-08:00

Sunny day
So bored staying at home. She haven't call
Me yet after I work on Saturday. Should I find
A new job? Maybe I should, staying at home
Is super bored. Still have 3 and half months to go.
Haiz this few day don't know wad wrong with my
Face!! Redness and itchy come back again.
2 day alr I don't know how to stop all this redness
And itchy. Ahhhh I can't stand my face anymore.
Life is getting boring each day !!!! Life is meaningless.

2011-12-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

Cloudy day
Anyeonghaesaeyo. Today went for lesson and
Everything was so lousy. Haiz how to go for exam?
So sad. I can't even play well, I can't forget about
Being music teacher. Sometime I wish I can play
Like them, but I fail too. 2moro going to start work
My life gonna to be work+ practicing my piano.
Going be my life for the next 4 month. 加油!
I hope everything will be fine ! Ayeong going
2 sleep. Going to my lala land n dream of them
!

2011-12-01T00:03:00.001-08:00

Cloudy day
Anyeonghaesaeyo. Today is the first day of holiday cum new month , starting to get bored.
i wish the supervisor faster call me to tell me my schedule , if not i have no job.
faster start job and get my pay . so i can buy my own thing as i don't want 2
take money from mum . i can't forget how 2NE1 perform that day !!
seriously they r so cool , specially when bom having sore throat she still can sing
so well. ahhhh i can't wait for them 2 come singapore again for the concert .
2NE1 make me go crazy again . ahhhhh how i wish i will be like them so tall n so pretty .
I'm always jealous when kpop girls r soooooo tall !!! daebak 2NE1
&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;/span&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;fullscreen&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;

This is the autograph of Hebe . awww miss her so much . her singing is getting
better and better . Really hope 2 c them back together again like last time .
sing together have fun together . and i hope the next autograph i will be c-ing
the 3 of them .加油 ! and today is the starting of new month and the last year
of 2011 !! i hope everything will get better in this month . Dear december
plz be good to me , let me have job and not jobless or else my mum will start
to nag at me again !!!

2011-11-26T02:26:00.000-08:00

雨天
今天一整天在家，温习功课。希望这次能考到好成绩。
考完，还要准备driving theory test ，就是12分。还有
再夺两个月，钢琴考试又来了，这次是我的第2次。
希望我会及格。好担心一切，害怕我又在失败了！！！
不晓得我那一天会成功！！我真的多不起我自己！
Annyeong

2011-11-24T07:00:00.000-08:00

Raining
Exam coming soon . going study hard , and hope i can go
to the desire course i wan. gonna jiayou in every thing .

2011-11-17T05:53:00.000-08:00

Raining + hot day

When for job interview , dont know can work there ?
i hope can , and hope the job is easy for me . yeah i
nid work 2 occupied my boring holiday . and also
i nid money cos holiday wont get any money . yeah
and i cant wait for 2pm 2moro , put your hand up
yah . now really into kpop,my mind is thinking of them
SHINee and 2NE1 . they r way better then me . i will work
hard together with them . hae nun mun ki da yong :)

2011-11-12T21:31:00.000-08:00

Sunny day
Today did nt go 2 work as it was tiring.
Call them 2 quit my work . Woohooo so
Happy ,cos i'am happy working there .
Save time and money also. So now is
Time for me to find a better job. Wont
be finding f&b anymore,as I don't really
Like it. Mayb working 711 if really can't
Find job. But just hope i wont give up
Half way. Jiayou!

2011-11-12T07:08:00.000-08:00

Aniyohaesaeyo. Today is my first day of 2nd job.
The job us very tiring and I don't feel IIke working
Anymore. Really tired.,have to clear the table,
Plate, clean the table serve water. And do table
Setting.and there is alot of people.leg tired and
Timing is very long.okay trying soon 2moro still
Have work. Annyeong:)

2011-11-10T01:59:00.000-08:00

雨天

这个星期我会很忙。除了上学还要上钢琴课，
打工。战争要开始咯。不管这么样我都会
加油。希望我不会放弃，一切会没事。
最近开始喜欢上2NE1的ugly 和SHINee one
每一次听那首歌，就会开始感动起来。一直
重复，歌词很有意思。越亭越喜欢他们了。
希望也可以像他们一样那么榜。什么事都
做得那么好。我们一起加油吧！

2011-11-07T06:47:00.000-08:00

晴天
今天心情不是很好。买了裤子和T-shirt。
又去吃午餐和晚餐。很快的明天又要开始了。
明天又是上学的一天。我不想要。好累哦，
要睡了。Annyeong :p

2011-11-04T21:22:00.000-07:00

sunny day

Aniyohaesaeyo :] Yesterday when for lesson ,and it turns up to be a nightmare .
everything was messed up by me . not sure of the notes , counting was wrong .
haiz till end of lesson i feel like giving up , i don't even feel like taking exam anymore.
but i told myself i must take , even my bro alr pass.
night Audition-ing . so long never play that . Alots of new song and mode .
but when play it laggggggg. so i dont really like playing .

today gonna audi again . i am so addicted can't stop playing becos of the
mode and song they have :) okay shall end here annyeong :)

2011-11-03T08:40:00.000-07:00

雨天，热天
今天心情非常的乱，不知是好事坏。
去了job fair ，没有一个工作适合我的:(
没关系我已经有了新的工作了。我不知道
我会适应吗？希望可以吧！现在很想去看
kpop的演唱会。及时能够呢？我好怀念那时候哦。
可以看到他们。

2011-11-02T08:28:00.000-07:00

雨天
在多1/2hr就是明天了。时间过得好快哦
现在是11月份了。每一天都很忙，又累。
好希望每天能够早一点放学。今天又重
看综艺大国名SHINee的。好兴奋哦，不晓得
他们现在怎么样了。他们每一点都要东跑西跑的
真得很累。听说Key要读大学咯，还有taemin要考
college test . 加油咯。大家一起加油吧！不要放弃。
我希望有一天我能像他们一样。所以加油吧！

2011-10-31T01:01:00.000-07:00

雨天。

我的心情像雨一样。非常的失落。
心里一直难过，什么也不想做。
如果人身像一场游戏，那我会
很快的死掉！！！

2011-10-30T06:50:00.000-07:00

热天昨天29/10和她们一起去吃火锅和烤肉。
这是taeying第一次吃火锅，所以他非常兴奋！
过后我们去拍大头帖，这又是他的第一次。虽然有时间限度，
我们还是有几张漂亮的照片：）拍完我们搭捷运回家！

30/10
心情很失落。我不知道为什么我会来到这世界？
我好像变成你们的负担了！！我根本不应该来
到这世界。我很不开心，我只会让你们操心！！

2011-10-25T05:59:00.000-07:00

那种感觉有回来了。:(

2011-10-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

烦躁的一天！！
有些人不会处理东西。不把它当成一回事！！
不要让事情变得更糟，只好还给那位女生
钱。没办法，，用自己的钱还给她！！
希望没有下一次了。可能fanclub我也不想要瓣了。
这种事都会有问题。那以后呢？不是更糟糕？

2011-10-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

rainy day

Hello . had lesson after my sch end . went there ,
during lesson everything was not okay. alot of mistake
here and there . got scolding from teacher again. pieces
all mess up , nt well done . worst from last lesson . i still
remember the first lesson she though me , her teaching
was very different from the other teacher . have a big shock
and cry during lesson cos i cant do well . 2nd lesson was better
then the first one . but today ? i was disappointed by myself.
wad happen 2 me again? everything does not goes well . sad :(

2011-10-17T04:03:00.000-07:00

热天。

一天过得好快。很快就要明天了。
我的生活每天都一样，没有什么特别：（
只有考试。不及格又在考。我不知道什么
事后才能及格？我好像有另他们失望了。
我不知道镇麽样才能让他们开心。我不想
他们每天都不开心。希望能快点毕业，可以
做工赚钱给他们！！可是我现在的程度实在
令我失望！！还有很多年才能毕业。

2011-10-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

warm weather
mix feeling now . and i dont know wad am i thinking now .
time pass fast . and everthing going too end very soon .
next year gonna be a new start for me . so this year just
buck up . jiayou

2011-10-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

11/10 cold day .
today weather is cooling and i love it alot .
if singapore snow that will be better can play with snow
and also eat hot thing . how i wish i can go places with snow .
2 wk of sch , everthing seems to be fine for me . and i am
going to mine own world since 10/09. and i am super happy
when i heard SHINee in endorsing etude house . woohoo
Sundara and SHINee . heehee wish they can come singapore
to advertise the shop . super love them now !! SHINee shawols
and 2NE1 blackjack fighting :)

2011-10-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

Hello :) now is 11:11pm yea . cool,really hope my life can change
2 a better one . Time start to pass so fast , and everything
ended so fast too . but i am still in my dream world . omo !!
SHINee world !! when can i stop ♥ing them ? haha i fall so deeply
in this k-pop boy band alr , and recently i just love 2NE1 style .
especially CL !! woohoo blackjack !! love their song and everything .
my mind just went to k-pop world . can't stop thinking of them.
wad should i do ? yea and i want learn drum , how i wish my rm was
bigger then mine current one. then i can put a real drum set , instead
of a electronic drum set cos the sound seems to be so weird . haha hope
i can learn drum this year . annyeong .

ugly

2011-10-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

10 月分的第一3天。时间过的好快.

2011-10-03T02:39:00.000-07:00

每一次听到one就会开始哭。可是今天我忍住，不过还是大哭
起来了。心里好希望可以放弃，害怕我所作的每一件事。
其实，没有一件事能够让我快乐的。因为我所作的成绩
真的另我很失望！！如果这是一场梦就好了。可惜一切
都是真的！我到底怎么了？

我就像那个红球一样藏着不开心的心情。

2011-09-30T21:33:00.000-07:00

知道我的成绩。只差3分我就能及格了！！
为什么考官要那么严厉？如果你能给我那
3 分我就不会不及格！我比弟弟还要努力，
结果呢？还是不及格！我真得很没有用。
当我告诉爸爸的时候，他好像不怎么开心，
可是还说没关系。一样东西都做不好，
我真的另自己很失望！！！胤玲你要加油!

2011-09-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

Hello. There is alot of thing i want 2 learn,
But all this nid money. K pop dance, drumming,
Guitar ,all nid money . Now i alr having
problem we my piano , so i can't learn
Anything yet. I tell myself if i cannot
Pass my piano exam , i wont learn
Drum or guitar . But i really wish i can
know my result rite now !! When i heard
Other people have pass , i feel so sad .
Cos i will remember wad i have done on that
day. Those mistake i have made. I really hope
i can pass n take me grade 7 . I envious people who
Is taking grade 8 . I really hope i can play better then
Other people. I wan be gd in piano and music.
Yeah is kpop fever time !! :)

2011-09-23T09:25:00.000-07:00

Hello. Today bought swc DVD and just watch
Finish . I cry when they sing one :( how I wish
They was here again , and I can c them in close
View . Ty 2 the DVD my feeling is back again .
But I don't wish everything end so fast . The happy
Times end so fast , but the boring time end so slow.
How I wish the happy time can slow down for me :(

Today key have his birthday celebration @
Sm building . happy birthday key. How I wish
I was the lucky 100 shawols that help him
Celebration his birthday yesterday . Ah!
100 Korean shawols r so lucky .
Daebak SHINee !

2011-09-23T00:00:00.000-07:00

Hello :] today will be SHINee key birthday .
saengil chukka habnida 21th key . hope u SHINe
like a star :)

Saranghae♥ u forever :)

2011-09-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

我的感觉怪怪的，一下子开心，一下子伤心。
我不知道我到底怎么了？如果我不再这个
世界那该多好啊。如果人生就像场游戏，
我会想游戏中一样死掉。

2011-09-20T09:43:00.000-07:00

times seems to past so fast . alot of thing have pass too. this year
going to end soon in about 3 month . and i was thinking wad i am
going 2 do the next year ? some time i wish time can stop , becos
i don't have enough time . it pass so fast , each day . i just getting
worried about my life , my future . cos i am yet to decide wad i wan .
hope one day i don't nid to worry about myself .
now everybody is sleeping , yet i am not asleep . can't sleep ,
how i wish i can stay at the beach alone , have a feel of the breeze ,
enjoy myself . i just wan those relax feel .

2011-09-18T10:29:00.000-07:00

Aniyohasaeyo. today mood wasn't that gd . had lesson
in the afternoon, after lesson feeling sad cos i did badly
during lesson . feel like going some where which i
can enjoy , thinking if i can go holiday which can make me relax.
i really wish i can enjoy every day , but some time when
i do badly i dont know wad can i do . feel lost , those feeling
is still there . i dont know wad to do . i wish someone can
guide me , help me . at times i don't know y i come 2 this world ?

2011-09-14T21:15:00.001-07:00

hello . i dont know y i keep on thinking on something which i should not even
think . sometimes i just can't help myself thinking i am so useless .
i dont't this kind of stupid me anymore . dont know how long will
i be like this ? just hope everything will be fine soon . the feeling faster
go away . i just hate myself in everything .

시간이있다면 난 포기합니다
사랑 U 키♥

그냥 비가 올 것 R 찢어, 직행 흐르는 계속

2011-09-13T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hello :] i don't know wad happen to me today . suddenly
the feeling comes back again . keep thinking about the
exam , how much mistake i had made , and my study .
am i really useless ? i don't know wad 2 do , at times
i feel like giving up , but i always tell myself not to .
this kind of feeling really suck and no one understand
it . i just wish i am not in this world at all . i try very hard
in everything , but end up getting so useless . i have no mood
for other thing alr . i really hope this feeling can go away .
Anyeong . going to sleep

2011-09-11T16:04:00.000-07:00

Anyohaseyo . went to SHINee concert 10/09/11. when there
abit late as the intro alr started . plus i could not find my seat.
after finding my seat i slowly went into the high atmosphere .
at first dont dare to bring my light stick high . after some time
i manage 2 . I really ♥ the part where key and taemin were singing,
and taemin was acting a girl . The tittle of the song my first kiss my

This is the video of my first kiss ♥
i really ♥ it alot , ♥ how the way key sing .
somemore key always come to my side and i can c him lots of time .
he is trying to smile even he is tired . so they sang alots of song
like ring ding dong , lucifer remix , one , stand by me and many more
plus minho ,taemin, jonghun,onew solo.and when is about to end they start
playing water, splashing themselves as they say they r hot . omg just ♥ them
last part all shawols sing happy birthday to key he cried a little ,but he
tried to hold back his tears. kim key bum saranghae ♥ shawols all ♥ u
started 2 miss u alr key ♥ 10/09/11 is the day SHINee word concert ♥

heard some rumors about taemin got scratch by shawols, onew get touch
by his face, some malay shawols even criticize jonghyun about his solo .
i really hope its not like that , if not SHINee will be heartbroken too .
&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;a href='http://video.msn.com?vid=ffeb43dc-9dbb-5f97-9a3d-4b1670ed479e&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;mkt=en-SG&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;src=FLPl:embed::uuids' target='_new' title='Find out what&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;#39;s SHINee&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;#39;s dream world!' &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;Video: Find out what&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;#39;s SHINee&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;#39;s dream world!&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;/a&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;

video of SHINee interview. still not enough of SHINee . come back soon
oppa shawols miss u saranghae.

anyway today my feeling come back again , i dont know what wrong wif me
and i cried . i hope i can control myself , if not i soon become a 爱哭鬼!
Hwating ♥

2011-09-10T00:09:00.000-07:00

昨天是我的钢琴考试。还没开始的时候我有点小紧张。
进取的时候我一进开始流眼泪了。我一直告诉自己我
行的！我一直弹错，然后出来就开始大哭了。我不知道
这次我可以及格吗？好担心哦。在接运一边哭，最后我拿了
ipod来听歌安抚我自己。过了一些我眼泪就干了。回到了家，
我又开始哭了起来。我不知道该怎么办才好。

今天我要去SHINee的演唱会咯。我好兴奋。
这是我第一次去哦好开心。希望演唱会不会
那么快就结束了。加油SHINee

2011-09-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

我不知道为什么那种感觉还在？
昨天作了一个很可怕的梦，不知道
发身了什么会事，我一起来就开始
哭了。那个梦实在太可怕了。哭了
以下又回去睡了。又有一个梦了，
这次是好的。可是那好像童话故事
一样。我在想我的人生会想那一场
梦这样发生吗？

2011-08-31T07:56:00.000-07:00

昨天爸爸买了speaker给我。我很高兴。
本来我要更爸爸说谢谢，可是我没有
勇气开口。今天看到一位小妹妹和她的
爸爸玩的那么开心，我就回想起我以前
像那个妹妹一样。我眼泪不禁的开始
流下我的脸颊。我心理像多久没有
跟爸爸说谢谢？

2011-08-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

那种feel又回来了。我不知道该怎么办才好！

2011-08-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

今天心情一点也不好！我以为我我可以相信自己。
现在我什么都不是！你们会叫我加油吗？会鼓励
我吗？我不知道我会能撑多久。你们只会期待我
能够做得很好。可是你错了！我不像他一样那么
聪明，我也不像别人一样。我是我自己，你们的女儿，
永远一辈子都是。你们不能期待我像他一样，成绩很好！
可是你们知道吗？我很好失败，不及格！我好担心！
我好害怕每一天，张开眼睛面对生活上的一切。我只想
做一件事可以或值得让你们高兴的。我的人生旅程还很
长，不管怎么样我一定会努力加油。

2011-08-17T20:00:00.000-07:00

前两天碰到了艺人。看到了欧萱。
可以说她漂亮，和其他的男艺人。
我在想我是不是可以像他们一样呢？
做自己喜欢的工作？可以像他们一样
那么得开心，享受？我希望我可以做
自己喜欢的工作，可是我知道是不可能的。
我很害怕去尝试新的东西。很怕我会失败：/
不知道怎么样走这条路？有人可以教我吗?

2011-08-13T18:26:00.000-07:00

嗨！祝我自己生日快乐。今年没有人帮我庆祝生日。
有生日好像都没有一样。点气氛也没有。

这首歌是给我自己的：）
虽然我没有人帮我庆祝生日，可是我还是要快了一点：）

2011-08-13T02:57:00.000-07:00

我已经受不了了。每天都梦见一样的东西。
为什么一切都是那么得不现实呢？为什么？
快乐？全都是假的！如果我告诉我自己要快乐，
可是我心里还是会难过。爸妈不是上班就是在家
玩自己的电脑。一个看戏，另一个跟朋友聊天，
闷死我了。我呢？能跟谁说话聊天，让我开心？
妈妈答应我要带我去登记学驾车，到了现在都还没有带我去。
我在想谁能够真真的关心我？豆我开心？人生真的好无聊！！！！！

2011-08-10T20:50:00.000-07:00

嗨！我不想上学哦。又累又困。有时我真的
不想上学，希望可以不用读书。读了成绩还是
那么的兰。我也不知道我可以帮上什么忙。

2011-08-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hello :] this 2 day we went 2 Indonesia batam with cousin & family.
i had alot of fun with my cousin till now i dont feel like going to school.
sometime i wish i can dont need to study . life is so boring at times ,
i just dont know wad to do .

2011-08-01T03:16:00.000-07:00

Hello:] i have change my blogskin cos it been a while
since last year i change. Yupp change to another style
instead of "cute blogskin". Still like it at the moment,
but i dont know when will i change again :)
1 Month pass so fast, now alr aug and i cant accept
the truth that i am going to graduate in about 3 months
plus. Been telling myself to plan for my future, but i really
have no hope on me. Asking myself will i be able to study
poly one day? i really dont understand wad i want or do.
Just let it pass each day till i graduate. But this is not wad i wan
i know dad and mum have hope on me, i can see that they really
want me to go poly . But i just cant . sometime i just dont know
wad should i do ? How i wish time could be Rewind at times but
the truth is nothing could be rewind ♥ in life i got to be happy,
i cant be always sad all the time . 加油 Ling u can do it !

2011-07-30T20:54:00.000-07:00

Hello :] Yesterday morning was a busy day for me .
cos i ask someone 2 queue for me n buy SHINee
ticket. End up they queue the unofficial one . So
have to book online . But worst thing is they cant
book online. So had no choice so buy it from people,
although my seats are not there gd . cant even go closer
to them . anyway better then nothing . i cant wait for the
concert now . Sep 10 come faster . i will be waiting for u
SHINee . Saranghae ♥

2011-07-13T17:59:00.000-07:00

心情不是很好。今年我的生活也不快了。
每一次我都会告诉自己时间很快会过去，
但我还是觉得很慢。不管是学业，生活
我都会尽力去做。告诉自己我可以，可是
我一次又一次让我自己难过。为什么？
我珍惜每一件事，像是友情，人生，生活不管再怎么难
我都回去面对一切。可是事情没有我想象中
那么好。反而变得越来越糟糕。为什么我的人生
重是那么的不开心。从今年开始，我有多少个
不开心？我有没有让自己开心过？没有！
当我有问题我一直想着。过不久我就要毕业了，
还没决定我的未来。我也不能预测我人生会怎么样。
所以我很担心我要怎么继续我的人生。我真的希望
可以看到改变在我们。我也不希望一天一天越来越糟糕。
每一天可以开心。那么简单的愿望能实现吗？

2011-06-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

人是不是永远那么的快乐？
我不觉得！快了不是永久的。
快乐不可能停在那里一辈子，
但他会变成回忆。可是我多么
希望是恶梦。应为今年一点
也不好！讨厌这种feel.
不晓得明年会是怎么样的？

2011-06-19T04:35:00.000-07:00

海：）不知不觉1个星期又要过了。
感觉时间过得很快。也不到为什么，
考试好像要到了。我很怕我会考得不好。
希望这次的考试我会好好的努力。家有：）

2011-06-18T04:03:00.000-07:00

Hello:] staying is really boring , n yesterday
when to have my haircut . Still like my hairstyle.
wish my hair can grow longer. cut is really fast,
but if u wan your hair to grow longer it takes times.
ya so i have 2 wait for it 2 go longer . Now feeling so
bored only me n mummy at home . nt fun at all . Hate the
feeling of loneliness. The feeling is not good at all .
what should i do ??????????????????????? boring life

2011-06-15T22:14:00.000-07:00

Hello :] Holiday r just so boring. Staying @ home doing
nothing,but playing my computer. I feel like going out ,
but once i go out money have 2 be spent . so i rather staying
@ home playing with my computer and watch my show (^_^)
i want to buy new hand carry bag n eyeshadow colour pallet.
maybe one of those day i will shop around 4 my new hand carry bag .
in the meantime just enjoy my holiday . Annyong :]

2011-06-13T03:03:00.000-07:00

Everything is like a dream . it happen so fast for me .
even though i face problem , i still tell myself to hang on
matter wad .Telling myself i can do it i can face the reality .
but do i believe myself that i can do it ? i dont really have confident
in anything even myself. where is my confident ?

2011-06-04T05:04:00.000-07:00

家里好闷,感觉不到欢笑.
爸爸妈妈现在有不在家.
剩下我和奶奶,好无聊哦.
感觉好象我entertain自己.
考试有要到了,很多提我都
不.那考试我该怎么办呢?
我要加油了.

2011-05-25T15:57:00.000-07:00

从今天开始我要忘掉一切不开心的事.
过开心的生活. 我要当大家的开心果
加油! 希望我重考MT会没事．　我也
不要想太多.

2011-05-24T18:12:00.000-07:00

我要放弃了。很多事我已经尽力了。
但我还是失败！

2011-05-21T22:04:00.000-07:00

这首歌很好听. F.I.R 眼泪闪烁

2011-05-21T02:15:00.000-07:00

新的一天,心情变好一点了.
我在也没有哭了:)非常开心.
在我脑海的一切都望掉吧!
留一些美好的回忆给自己.
我相信我可以回到快乐的我!

2011-05-19T17:32:00.000-07:00

该是时候放下难过
的心情。开始我新的人生！

그것은 시간, 내 모든 슬픔을 치우도록
다시 새로운 하루를 시작

2011-05-17T17:33:00.000-07:00

我心里还是感到难过。这么样也
开心不了。告诉自己要每一天都
要开心。可是我的心在这么样也开心
不了我很想大哭一场，告诉自己那是
一场梦。

2011-05-15T17:23:00.000-07:00

伤感的我。我已经尽力了！

Time flying so fast

2011-05-15T06:53:00.000-07:00

This weekend pass so fast . I can't get
Enough of relax time . I don't feel like
Going to school tomorrow . How ??
Feel like liying on my bed and rest ,
Don't feel like waking up early in the
Morning . Really hope nothing goes
Wrong , and iam enjoying my day at
School :) 加油。

2011-05-13T21:34:00.000-07:00

我不知道怎么办才好!
告诉自己不要那么难过.
可是我对自己的承诺呢?
我对自己太失望了!
带我走! 到遥远的以后.

2011-05-09T03:54:00.000-07:00

没一次看到我笑,开心不带表我真的很开心!
其实我心理很难过. 我希望有地方可以让我开心.
不要在让我难过了!

2011-05-08T07:34:00.000-07:00

看见别家的感情那么好,我会感到很失望.
我会想为什么我们的家都没有欢笑?
我从小爸爸就很严肃,所以我从来都
不更他开玩笑!我觉得我们的感情变得
有一段距离了.没一次都说不到两句! .
我们着一家到底怎么了? 我有时后都不想回家!
今天是母亲节,我们家有没有庆祝. 没有气愤的
感觉. 没一次送妈妈礼物她都不开心. 没关系!
还是要跟她说不过去母亲节快了:) 我♥你

2011-05-03T03:24:00.000-07:00

我今天到地怎么了?我一为今天的考试我会做.
结果列?到了最后决定放弃了，又哭了起来．
为什么我会那么差呢？？？？这次我有让自己
失望了．我准备不及格吧！　

2011-05-01T05:15:00.000-07:00

I really need a place for me to relax. Cos i been always worried about
unnecessary thing in my mind . Hope i can control my mood in me .
I really hope this is the last time i hurt myself . I feel sorry for my poor hand,
keep hurting it. Sometime no one understand me even my parent .
I feel like giving everything .

idk is the best word for me !

2011-04-23T01:52:00.000-07:00

假期过得特别慢，在家里有好无聊哦。
可是时间过得好快，不知不觉3个月半
已经过了。很快我就要毕业了。无法像
现在一样了。每一次我都会“那么得幸运“
毕业，感觉好像一天过一天的日子。我一点
也不喜欢。毕业后我得开始认真的选好课程，
努力用工读书。我希望我可以完成我的愿望/心愿，
作出好成绩给爸妈看。我相信大家都会有吧！不是吗？♥

只要，相信自己，不要放弃，你一定能做到的。加油！♥
放弃很容易，坚持很难。不到最后是不能放弃的。（^_^)

2011-04-14T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hello. Time seem 2 pass very fast each day , n now is april alr.
so it time for me 2 buck up everything, n stop staying in my wonderland.
haha life goes on , it wont stop for u or whoever .

2011-04-11T03:42:00.000-07:00

今天是我的第一天上课。感觉很好！
应为我最讨厌假期了，呆在家里好无聊哦。
可是一开学就很忙了，除了读书还要练习
我的钢琴。好担心我这次会考不好。

2011-04-11T03:31:00.000-07:00

今天是我的第一天上课。感觉非常好！
应为呆在家也太无聊了

2011-04-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

Hello ! it Sunday today , so it mean last day of the sch holiday.
i am like so excited about 2moro . will study hard for this term &
practice my piano.
不要放弃，相信自己可以做到的！加油！